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OK, there is a new guy, who is kinda exactly like D. in physical looks, and way better person than him. I'll call him S. His name starts with S. and I'd really like to tell you his name, but I can't, you know, I'm kinda too paranoid, but maybe I'll become more free in telling you some stuffs in the future when I get relaxed and when I learn how to open myself completely. On the other hand, the initials sound more mysterious. So, let's go back to the subject, I'll call him S. I could write some fictional name, but I don't want to, the S. reminds me on S. like D. reminds me on D, so it will stay that way. So, this guy is very cute, looks normal, very muscular, bit short but still awesome, and at first sight he's not egocentric maniac, like D. And of course that he's straight and has a girl-friend and a very long relationship (I think that they are about 2 years together) :D Yeah, I'm the luckiest guy in the world. Woohoo! I noticed

Ok, like you probably noticed I wasn't here for about a LOT :) !!! More or less six (with numbers: 6 :P ) months... I didn't write first because of some problems with my computer, second because I didn't have inspiration and third because I was so lazy to type on my stupid slow computer. Now I bought a brand new one and I'm ready for some more blogging. I already feel relaxed and ready to talk and share some more thoughts. Let me in short lines tell you how was my summer holiday: NOTHING SPECIAL! :)))) Hehehe, well it was really special, but not considering my other side. There were some situations which could be very productive, but I was too coward to try something and the other main problem is my friends, I were with them all the time, so I only fool around with girls, not boys... So, as far as I know I'm not even bisexual :P, cause I actually didn't even try anything with some boy, only girls. I need to work on that as soon as possible..

Yesterday I was in travel agency and I booked my flight to some island for the summer. I will go to some island in Europe. Well, never mind that, I’m going at that island with some friends and I will use that time to relax, to find out am I gay or bi or sraight or I don’t know what :) I’m going to go there somewhere at the end of July and the beginning of August and I’ll be on island for about 10 days. I can't wait. Simply, I feel that it will be awesome time... :))) I god an A on biology test and I’m finish with biology, I won’t have biology never again in my life :( cause soon the high school will be over. I also got an A on first part of test in philosophy, the second part is somewhere in May. But I like philosophy, so that’s not a problem. Soon, as I said, I’ll finish school and went to university, I already applied for one, and I will have enrolling test somewhere in June, so I will know will I be there or somewhere else. I can’t wait. I’m bit sad, cause I won’t see m

Party was nice, nothing special. There were a lot of my friends and I had a good time, but still nothing special. I was bit drunk and I must admit that I enjoyed a lot in that. Also I must admit one more thing. I love to dance with girls when I'm drunk, like that I don't watch boys so much, even dough there were a lot of hot boys. I love to party in my city, our city is very famous about that and the parties are just crazy. I have finally unstressed myself after 3 months :) But as I said it was nothing special, there were too many people, very crowded, but as I said I was bit drunk so I didn't care :) The next interesting thing happened yesterday while I was downtown. While traveling to the downtown by bus, I saw one hot guy and he stared at me a lot. I must admit that I was embarrassed a bit because it was uncomfortable, he stared a lot, I could feel his eyes on me, and I just notice that, I didn't have a time to stare at him back, because I'm acting straight,

I've just read all of my previous posts to keep a truck of what I have written until now and I decide to try something new with this blog, well it isn't so new, I used mobile blogging before. With mobile blogging I will make (I think) this blog more interesting and more up to date. And it's very easy, you just need to send message to some email address and that's all. The post will be published immediately. It's amazing. But just for the record, I won't stop using computer; I will blog from mobile and from computer from now on. Tonight I'm going to some party with some friends. Can't wait cause I didn't party for quite some time. This will be my first club party after 3 months of 'relaxing' :) Thanks for reading. See ya tomorrow with updates from the party.

It's great to be back. I re-added several blogs, which I were subscribed earlier, to my RSS feed and I feel really excited. I love to read all about other guys and it helps me a lot. First - because I feel accepted and not so different after all. Second because a lot of other guys are thinking like I do or think very similar. I love to blog, but the reason why I don't keep this one up-to-date is because of my English. I need to think hard to write in English, but I hope that it will be better and better. But the point is that I'm improving it every day. Just because of this reason please know that while I'm typing, maybe I didn't meant something that is written, or I didn't have words to say what I intended to say. Oh, now I read my previous posts and I noticed that I never write what happened with my "love" with D. Lol, D. is part of my past. He's very egocentric as I said in some post; he's jerk with all adjectives considering that w

Hello, everybody! I'm back to blogging at this blog and I hope that you'll enjoy my new stories. I was going to stop blogging cause I felt confused about my bisexuality and about my 'different' side, but now I think that this is the best time for me to have blog and through it I hope I'll break down this confusing. Am I gay or bisexual or straight - we'll see. For now, I'll hold to this blog and to your comments and to your support. Thanks to everybody who is writing to me and trying to help me understand what means 'to be different'... That is all for now. See you soon with some new fresh stories. :D