Secret Blog

I'm really in a hurry, so maybe this will be confusing post, cause I will write fast, and I wanted to share last night with you, that's why I'm blogging so fast... Yesterday, I went out with my friends. We haven't went out in some club for quite some time, so we decided that we are going to go out yesterday. We went to some crappy club, cause our friend from Elementary School is working there, she was promoting the club last night and we helped her earn some money. I didn't drink at all (meaning on alcohol), cause I need to study today, and I didn't want to have hangover (and now I wonder is this correct phrase "to have hangover", but never mind). So I was just enjoying music, dancing, club people by being sober, which is really strange for me, but I had a lot of fun, even though club was really really shitty, but I was with friends and that's what is important. So I had a lot of time to think about my sexuality while watching a lot of hot guys i

Tell us more about you please....   Can you please ask me direct question, it's called Question and Answers, this is not a question... :) I really appreciate you asking me questions, I feel liberated and able to open myself more, I feel that I'm really becoming honest and finally my blog is getting some amazing and the most important touch... So, I will not ignore your “question”, I will publish some facts about me, 12 facts. So here we go... 1. I’m 187 cm tall, which is about 6 feet, and I think 2 or 3 inches, I don’t really know to convert that right now and my calculator is far far away :) 2. My weight is about 75 kg (you do the conversion), which is a bit skinny, but I plan to gain 3-5 kg more with changing diet and with all these exercises I’m doing right now. 3. I love to ride my bike, it’s the most amazing thing in the world :) and I would really like to compete one day in triathlon, cause I love swimming and running, too. The best combination of my favour

Eye asks:How long did it take for you to talk to anyone (blogging counts) about your sexuality since you found out/started to doubt?   LOL, I just started to write post about my "accepting myself" and you asked this question, but never mind I will try to publish both. Well, never mind, I will say it anyway here, but only small part. I started to doubt when I was like 7 grade (approximal about 14 years old) and I accepted myself when I was 17... So, I "came out to myself" 2 (soon 3) years ago. Yeah, I know, it's very long time, and I can even publish you my entries in my diary from that period (but it will be in that post about accepting myself which I will publish in some near future, I hope :P)... It was very hard for me. Like I always liked boys, but didn't know what it meant, cause I was raised to understand that gay/bisexual/"different" is not so normal and in some way very bad. So first, I needed to concur that thought and then I needed

Ask anything eh? ;-)1. Where do you see yourself in 10 years? In regards to career, where you'll be living, who you'll be with, would you have kids, etc.2. If you had a superpower, what would it be and why?   Interesting questions, well both of them. Thanks for asking. 1. I was thinking a lot about this before. I'm studying some interesting but very tricky University (I really love it, but it's tricky cause it doesn't have some sure perspective considering future, in few words, I will find job very hard). It's University considering arts. I love writing and photography, and that two are my life dreams. I would like to become writer and also, I'm great fan of photography, so I would like to become a photographer, too, but it will be only my hobby or even my profession, I don't really know, I would really like both. I always loved to take pictures of everything, but never had a chance to hold some professional camera and to really learn someth

This will be my second post for today and I simply can't help myself, cause I want to express my opinion about this show, cause I LOVE it so much... Racing around the world. If I could, I would apply without hesitation, but I can't :-( I've just watched the first episode from Season 16, the leg from LA to the Chile (or China as Jordan said hahahahahaah LOL), I'm always surprised when people doesn't know where some country is, I mean not exactly, but at least on which continent it is. Here in my country, that's kinda basic knowledge. But we all know what miss Carolina has to say about this :))) Shit, this sounded so mean... But never mind, keep reading, I'm not so judgmental... The most surprising teams for this Season is of course, Jordan and Jeff, from Big Brother 11 and yay, the finished first leg first :). Well, I didn't actually watch whole Big Brother America (season 11), but my cousin watched it and she made me watch first three episodes on YouTub

After one year and a half of waiting to find someone normal, not creepy, guy who don't want only fast sex date and no disgusting person on some dating site and of course a fine looking guy (I'm very picky, too be honest), it finally happened. When I joined that site, I was searching for someone normal, but I've got a lot of disgusting messages just asking for sex and a lot of fakers (showing one picture on profile but in real life they are something different. I didn't actually meet with anyone from there, I just watched how his profile got baned and all the comments on their guest-book), and I've heard that there is a lot of people who met you and then beat you just for fun, so I was very careful and very cautious when talking to people there... And yesterday, I met two amazing guys which really seem to be very normal, they are not only for sex and I talked like a lot to both of them. The first one (we'll call him, let me see, something simple. Oh I know

  I want to wish you all Happy Valentine's Day. Spread peace and love :-) I wish you to be happy with your valentine and if you are alone to find the partner of your life :-)  Hava a nice day!!!

Wayne here; Does your family have big C conservative views or fundamentalist religious views? This can make it really tough to be honest with yourself about your sexuality.   Yo Wayne :) Thanks a lot for reading... Well, first, I didn't understand that 'C' before conservative (does that mean anything or is it just mistake in typing), but anyway I will try to explain what I understood :). OK, my family (and major part of this society) is very old fashioned and very (I wouldn't say 'antigay' more 'not familiar with the term') but they wouldn't understand that (I mean on homosexuality). They think that homosexuality is not normal and it's bad (probably cause the gay stereotype is not so good presented in the world and in my country, with all that Gay Pride and all that HIV transmission between gay people, and no one sees the fact that the 'normal' people can also transmits HIV, for them the gays are the major reason of HIV transmissio

I was inspired by some blogger with the posts "Ask Me Anything" so I decided to try something like that. I've found some site which offers amazing service, and you can link it with Blogger.com. The site is www.formspring.me Below is the form for asking questions. Feel free to ask anything that comes on your mind, I can't wait :) The only rule is not to ask questions which will reveal my identity, cause I wish to stay anonymous, but even if you ask questions like that, you'll GET ANSWER, but similar to this one :) And I will try not to be so boring with only Question and Answer posts... So here we go: <p><a href="http://www.formspring.me/secretblogger">http://www.formspring.me/secretblogger</a></p> Thanks for reading and enjoy!

Let's spread the community spirit one more time. =) With this post I would like to say 'Welcome!' to the another new blogger of our blogosphere. I know that I've already posted this post few days ago, but I simply couldn't exclude his blog. He has a blog for only short time (one month and few days) and he really made his blog unique and amazing. I admit, I'm bit jealous :-) I didn't include him in previous post cause I found out his blog after writing that post and when I read it, I simply loved it. He's so honest and he made me feel amazing. So, I'm devoting the whole post to his blog. I know that I don't have much followers but if he receives at least one new follower, I'll be satisfied... So, go ahead and check his blog at Confused yet Honest

I've noticed that in these past few days a lot of people is talking about this Don't Ask, Don't Tell policy in USA and to be honest, this policy is the basic policy for gays and „different“ people in my own country. It's not only for military, it's for everything, and it's so true. Like, no one, even if he/she knows obviously that you are gay/bi/different will never ASK, and a lot of people, because of homophobic situation will never TELL, even if they have secret life and a lot of experience in gay relationship and gay life. And as far as I understood, Obama prohibit this kind of policy in military. He basically said: "the gay is ok" :) Well done, Obama. OK, here's a video, please noticed how did the military representatives reacted when he announced that the gay people can serve US military. They didn't applaud and I can say that they were burned from the inside cause of Obama's speach. I was also watching this the whole night and I

As you can see, I've become quite often with the posts... :) I told you that I will change... I left my paranoia and my fear of someone finding out about me somewhere else and I think that I'm starting to feel more free with this blog, which is the whole point of it. So, in the honor of that I would like to share a few new blogs with you (my amazing readers) :) I know that I don't have too much readers, and maybe the new bloggers won't get what they deserve (a lot of visitors), but at least I would make some effort. And one more time I would like to say thanks to the all readers who read my blog, that really means me a lot! OK, here we go... I have only four new blogs for today and one blog of one person who we all know - Bob Rendre Bleu ( rendrebleu.blogspot.com ) - A guy from Mexico who started his blog recently. He's trying to merge and handle his student life, his family life and his secret/closeted bisexual life. He's very good person and I think that h

OK, I decided to start working out harder. I mean, I am very athletic and my body is kinda nice built (I won't be modest about this, but I'm not perfect yet, and I plan to fix that. I do a lot of sport and it really takes some affect at my packs and body and I have the most amazing thing in the world, the fast organizme, I mean I can eat whole day and I simply can't get fat, thanks to my mom and dad :P). So from tomorrow, I'm starting to workout more harder and more organized, I even made some small plan of excersises. And I will probably keep my record of body changing over here, so expect some pictures of me :) but not immediately and not for sure, I will try to post them after some time when I notice that there is some effect, I mean on the pictures 'before' and 'after' :). That's all for now... :D Thanks for reading!