My mom is in a hospital, she has a cancer, or at least a canceroid tissue in her mouth and now the doctors are examining her to see is the cancer harmful or can they remove it.
This made me realise that it's very easy to lose someone you love and that we are really fragile. I never thought about this and what I would do when my parents die. We usually don't think about that usual thing, which...
I was confused about my sexuality and right now I'm living in a very homophobic society. Through this blog I will find out where and to whom I belong. Stay with me...
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Coming out to my friends and first visit(s) to gay club
November 29, 2011
Posted by B
club, coming out, friends, gay club, gay sphere, gay world, going out, one night stand, U, V
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I think it's about time I finish this post which I talked a lot in my breakdown post.
Long title, and I think it will be long post...
On October 1st we were going out regularly in some random club on the river, me and my friends from neighbourhood (David, Lucy, Ben, Isaac, Johnny), and...
Friday, November 18, 2011
Breakdown
I feel down, I don't know why, I just feel down. I didn't finish my post about going to the gay club because I'm very lazy and irresponsible person and I always say that I will leave it for another day and then another day and another day and I never finished it even though it's almost finished, I just wanted to put some pictures and I'm perfectionist, and I tend my posts to be perfect, which I...
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Third time in gay club
Just a small update, I'm going to a gay club in couple of hours. The full post about first two times will come soon. Tonight is a Lady GaGa night and it will be a lot of people. Cant wait. Love ya a...
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Where the Hell is Matt in my city
He's arriving soon :)))), I can't fucking wait... About 1000 people already said "attending" on FB... I will try to be in front row, I love this man... He's a legend :)...
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Back to University

Past week was my return to University, classes have started and I feel okay, and I succeed to apply for third year without major problems, even though I'm a lot behind my classmates. And I enjoyed a lot during classes, because I didn't think about anything else. And also, I'm happy because New Year's...
Monday, October 3, 2011
Pride Day and break up with U.
October 03, 2011
Posted by B
gay life, pride, pride parade, pride week, summer love, Travel, U
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Pride day was cancelled yesterday because of security threats from hooligans and government sent a document which forbade the gathering to the organizers. But we all here know that it wasn't exactly because of hooligans, even though I think that it would be riots all around city, but I think that...
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Pride day in my homophobic country
September 25, 2011
Posted by B
gay, gay culture, gay interest, gay life, gay rights, gay world, pride, pride parade, pride week
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It's less than one week until the fourth Pride in my country. First one was a disaster with blood all around (it was held 10 years ago), I don't have information did anyone die and the pride site is down right now so I can't check the info, but I know there was a lot of blood and that a lot of people...
RIP Jamey Rodemeyer
September 25, 2011
Posted by B
blogging, diary, gay culture, gay life, gay rights, Internet, Jamey Rodemeyer, journey, life, love
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I can't help it, I must mention Jamey Rodemeyer on my blog... I suppose you all heard that he was a 14 year old gay boy who killed himself and that he was being bullied because of his sexuality. It is a really sad and not so rare story, but this one got attention because he was blogging about his...
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Ricky Martin - 'Me', influence on me and a REVIEW
September 22, 2011
Posted by B
blog, books, diary, gay interest, gay life, life, love, Me, music, review, Ricky Martin, writing
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I finished book few weeks ago and I decided to put a little review of my own here on my own blog.
I followed Ricky's career not that much, only with tabloids and stuff, but secretly, because all my 'gay interest' and 'not-normal' stuff I did secretly. I saw rumors of him being gay and news about...
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Corfu, Greece, Summer 2011 - part 4

Because I write really really long, sorry because of that, I really don't want to miss any detail, I will make this post really quick. It's just a night part of the previous post and the end of the whole holiday-summer story. Thanks for reading and following me ;)
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We met...
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Corfu, Greece, Summer 2011 - part 3
Woke up totally unconscious was it really a dream or not… But I knew it was real and that U. is real. I couldn’t believe what I experienced the last night. I was having huge smile on my face and I woke up very happy.
I couldn’t wait for 3 PM to come. It was our last day on the island and we were...
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Monday, September 12, 2011
Corfu, Greece, Summer 2011 - part 2

When I’m drunk, I usually go from a place to a place and I’m very hyperactive, I can’t be in one place for much long, and I usually try to convince David and Isaac to go with me. (As for Ivan, we are not that close, even though I know him for 13 years, but we became quite close after this trip). And...
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Ricky Martin - Me

Today I got the book written by Ricky Martin entitled "Me". I opened my first credit card, but it's for Internet use only and when I got my first money, by working some job on TV, I ordered the book. I was so happy and excited when I saw it on my desk when I got home from an exam (and it came like in...
Friday, August 12, 2011
Corfu, Greece, Summer 2011 - part 1

Where to start… I don’t know. It was amazing. It was the best summer holiday in my life. I had everything, good company, great parties, and a great ending and it was simply - perfect.
First few days I was bit down. I was going there with three of my friends, David, and two other one from childhood...
Sunday, August 7, 2011
RIP Amy Winehouse
Before I publish post about my summer holiday, I would like to say a few words about Amy Winehouse.
I was deeply hurt when Mike told me she died. I had a huge respect for her, her music and her incredible voice, and even about her problematic and unique life. She was such a great talent and the person who does what she wants to do, and especially when it comes to music, she fucking loved to...
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Perfect summer
IT WAS PERFECT SUMMER :) I can't wait to write more about it, it was simply amazing and unbelievable. 11 perfect days...
Now I need to study a bit (yeah, back to reality :( ) but I will blog as soon as possible with more details ;)
Thanks for reading and following...B. :)))))))))...
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
New trip/Summer holiday

While this is being published (I made it a scheduled post) I'm in a bus and I'm heading to Corfu, Greece...
I hope that I will have Internet there and that I will be able to blog about my trip over there. I'm going there with David and two other friends from childhood and neighborhood, who I didn't...
Budapest log: The last days in Budapest

This post will be the ending of the story of my Budapest trip. I just wanted to finish it and then continue with blogging about new stuff going on in my life. I won't post one post per day spend in Budapest anymore, so this one will be a loooong post. Btw, all pictures in this and previous post are...