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When I woke up I realised that I dreamt a very very weird dream. You know how the dreams can be weird and full of unexplained stuff so keep that in mind when you're reading this post. =) Of course, I don't know how it started and of course that I don't remember the whole thing, but I will tell you what I remember. Maybe this dream was the result of not masturbating in a long time (few days :P) because of exams... You will see why I'm saying this :) It started with some road trip with two of my friends. The first one is my male friend who I used to hang out and we were good friends, but when he started to act weird towards me, our friendship was doomed :( The other person from my dream is my female best friend, and she knows about me, I mean I came out to her two years ago. I know that I should probably give them some name, but I don't have any ideas right now. So for now, the male-friend will be male-friend, and my best friend will be my best friend. We were hea

It's is the end of the exam time and now I have some small break... I finally can sleep normally and enjoy something other than my study books :) No matter how much you like it, you still need some break.... And I finally can finish the book I started reading two months ago, wtf!!! It never took me so long to read some book, not even boring ones. Yesterday in the library, while I was studying for today's exam, I noticed a really hot boy who really made me speechless :P I must admit that I was not so concentrated on the subject when he entered, but still I was forced to put my attention on the book cause I had exam tomorrow, but I peaked a lot in the direction of the boy. He was so amazing. I hope to see him more often when I go to the library, who knows.... :D I even wanted to take a picture of him and put it here, but it would be so obvious, so I didn't do anything. And one more, kinda bad thing. Well, it's not so bad, but I felt really bad when I noticed that. S. is

Recently I start to watch Dante's Cove, the first gay TV Show I heard about. I mean, first I was surprised, cause I love to watch TV Shows and then I found gay TV Show and it has some really nice story, most of the time :P. Now I will write my little review. I will try my best not to put so many spoilers, so feel free to read it all. First, I want to mention that I only watched two seasons of Dante's Cove, I didn't manage to find the third one. The actors. One word – stunning. Charlie David, Gregory Michael and the others hahahah :P I love Charlie, and when I found out that he's gay, and living open gay life as a actor, I was so impressed and inspired. I mean, he's perfect. That hot body, eyes, his voice, that sparkly teeth, I don't know what else to say about him, he's gorgeous and perfect, I love his appearence. If I really really need to tell someone which is my type of man I would tell that it's Charlie David. I watch his other movie called

For my first post on new blog URL I would like to talk about my friend who is antigay but I honestly think that there is something more behind that, something gay to be precise. Let me explain! Well, I first met him about a year ago, we were applying for the same Uni and we went to some preparations for the entrance exam (something like SAT in US) and so we formed a group of about 6-7 people, and we still hang out from time to time at the University. He's a good person, bit weird. When I say weird, I mean that he has some different views on the world and acts bit weird, but you get used to it eventualy. And did I mention that he's antigay, I mean, he openly comments a gay person on the street. I mean if we see some feminized guy walking around, he would say something like: „Look at that faggot! I hate them“ or something like that, you get the point. And when I say that he comments that, he does it as a lot of anger, like they (we) are some disease. But on the other hand,

I decided to change the URL of my blog. I was thinking a lot about this and I realized that Hypnos is kinda weird and not so usual name, and it sounds childish. I'm turning my blog into something serious and something I hope something more interesting for readers, so I want to SOUND serious... I will start to blog about serious stuff from my life and I will try to be honest, because I feel that I finally start to feel free and ready to start talking about more intimate stuff. Thanks for reading...

Nothing much to say, I'm kinda getting to short with the days until the exams, the examination starts two days from today and I have still to repeat one whole book, but it only has about 100 pages so it's not so big deal and it's full of pictures :) This past week was so hard and I hope that everything will be fine with the exams, we'll see... That's all for now, See ya...

Life these past few weeks is kinda so boring and so same. I mean, I go to the lessons, I go back home, study, hang out with my friends, then go to sleep, then wake up, study and then go to the University again, and so on and on and on. Right now, I'm on the break with the Uni, because I'm studying for the exams. Here the education system is kinda different, I think that this exams are kinda similar to American midterms, or maybe not, but all in all, you need to study because you can't pass this year if you don't pass this exams. I have 9 exams (subjects) to prepare and it's kinda too difficult, but I think that I will manage (somehow) :P Now, a quick review of my New Year's Eve. It was a disaster :D I went in some club with my best friends. We got drunk and I end up kissing and making out with some girl, I think that her name was something with an E, I don't remember her at all, well it's all foggy, she was slim and had hot body and my friends make f