I was confused about my sexuality and right now I'm living in a very homophobic society. Through this blog I will find out where and to whom I belong. Stay with me...

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

How I Lost Mike part 2

January 26, 2011 Posted by B 5 comments
Read first part HERE. This post will be fast one, sorry for not going into details, but I really cant, because it is still too emotional. Okay, after going to the station with Mike, we were waiting for bus, and chatting. I still felt that it will be the last time I see him. Then suddenly, one bus passed in other direction and Chris stepped out from it and started running and yelling at me: WHAT ARE...

Ask Me Anything January 2011

January 26, 2011 Posted by B 3 comments
Ask Me Anything Did you start writing your blog in your mother language? nd btw, what will it be about? Yes I did. I have bought .com domain and I even started blogging. For now, I’m blogging about regular stuff, music, movies, books, my thoughts and stuff like that, but I also plan to blog about gay...

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

How I lost Mike

January 18, 2011 Posted by B 4 comments
This will be strange post, and maybe a bit confusing, but with that you can see how I feel. Totally confused, full of million thoughts, and dunno what to do next. It will be probably a stupid move, but I can’t handle the situation anymore. This is the first time I’m writing this post and the actual situation is happening, if you understand me. Every post I wrote in past year was only retelling the...

Monday, January 17, 2011

Ask me Anything (from June 2010 till January 2011)

January 17, 2011 Posted by B 1 comment
Okay, this will be one long post, so get prepared, cause I will answer first 10 questions I didn't when they are originally published. Here we go... :) Also, before the questions, I would really like your comments and opinions about my coming out to my parents, so please take your time and read my...

My Life Update - part 3 (My Coming Out)

January 17, 2011 Posted by B 6 comments
When living in a homophobic environment and when facing a lot of hatred toward gay people (even from your parents), it's not easy to come out to your parents. Especially if you know that one of them (your dad) is very narrow-minded person. Also, you are open person and it's hard for you to lie, and...

Friday, January 7, 2011

I have found my peace....

January 07, 2011 Posted by B 4 comments
I can't believe... It is so weird, so funny, so strange, but still so AMAZING... I have found my peace with Mike and Chris and all feelings I had for Mike. Everything happened so fast. I was pissed, angry, I even hate him, but in the same time I loved him. I was angry at Chris too, and I was blinded...