I was confused about my sexuality and right now I'm living in a very homophobic society. Through this blog I will find out where and to whom I belong. Stay with me...

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas

December 25, 2010 Posted by B 5 comments
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYBODY. I WISH YOU ALL THE BESTEnjoy your holidays and your life......

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Reunion with Mike

December 19, 2010 Posted by B 8 comments
This one will be quick post to get you guys updated and also not to make myself explain all this later when I decide to write again. After almost 21 days without contact, and every day seemed like whole month to me, me and Mike started to hear from each other again. He is still with Chris. We hanged out a few days, I gave him the book (Higher & Higher), which was a huge relief to me cause I know...

Friday, December 3, 2010

Class with S.

December 03, 2010 Posted by B 4 comments
LOL, today I had an English class, and like I said last year, I so badly wanted to be same group with S. and I wasn't, he was group A, and I was group C... That was last year, but this year, as a second year of learning English, we are in the same group and in recent days we have a lot of contacts,...

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

My life update - part 2 (The Reasons)

November 30, 2010 Posted by B 2 comments
Yesterday I heard with Mike, it was our first contact after 7 day time while we were forced by his new "boyfriend" not to have any contact at all. It was really hard period for me cause we put at end every contact we had and before that we were in contact every single day from the day we met (and that's about April 28th), one day didn't pass without a message, call, Facebook contact, Windows Live...

Friday, November 26, 2010

Surprising guy at dating site

November 26, 2010 Posted by B 2 comments
Yesterday (well, it's more today early morning cause I was staying awake late), while chatting online and hanging out at THE gay dating site I received a message from some guy which really surprised me, and that guy kinda "forced" me to think about him the whole day... In my profile I put...

Thursday, November 25, 2010

My life update – part 1

November 25, 2010 Posted by B 3 comments
Let’s start. It’s about 8 PM right now. I’m sitting here in this coffee shop, drinking my tea, looking around and watching these people. I feel like a stranger, cause really I’m a stranger. And not only because I'm "different", I simply feel like a stranger, when speaking mentally, I don’t connect with the most of these people here cause I think I’m misunderstood. It’s very fancy coffee shop and...

Long time no see

November 25, 2010 Posted by B 3 comments
Hello everybody, I missed you all very very much. I'm so glad to see that my blog is still followed and that I still have some visits. I'm so so sorry because I didn't updated in a very long time, I simply didn't have the need nor urge nor inspiration to write anything down, but now I want to update you with my life and to continue reading about yours (people who I'm following). A lot had happened...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Two Month Update

August 05, 2010 Posted by B 8 comments
It's been a long time. So much to tell you, so much to write and so much to relive again. I won't explain why I didn't write in such a long time, and it really doesn't matter, now I wish only to update my readers and this blog with my life and everything what happened during the period while I wasn't...

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Answers to Questions: MAY

June 01, 2010 Posted by B 4 comments
Q: So if size doesn't matter, care to tell how big your (penis) size is? ;-) In inches and cm. Of course you're not obligated to actually answer this, lol. A: This was really unusal question, but I will answer it... It was asked at the beginning of May and I needed to take my measure and I really didn't...

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

:) :D :P

May 18, 2010 Posted by B 8 comments
Forget the previous post, everything is okay now :) I was on date yesterday with Mike and I enjoyed his company so much and I could felt it that he enjoyed mine and later he even told me that on MSN... We went to my favourite café because the weather was really shitty (and it still is :'( ) but we talked...

Monday, May 17, 2010

New Boyfriend

May 17, 2010 Posted by B 5 comments
Boyfriend... Wow, this really starts to sound really amazing and nice and I'm getting used to it and I like it a lot :) I haven't been blogging for some time, again... Shame on me... Sorry... And I have huge news... I'm with new boy, yeah, it's Mike and today is exactly one week being in a relationship with him. We are taking it really slow and he's for now really great and I'm starting to care...

Monday, May 3, 2010

First Gay Break Up

May 03, 2010 Posted by B 7 comments
First, a huge apologise for not posting in a while, honestly I didn't have the inspiration to write and I noticed that my English became ever rustier than before, and yes, I was lazy... I will be quick, this will be a quick update, cause I'm bit tired and bored and I would like to lay down on my bed for a moment after publishing this. I broke up with V. Well, he broke up with me, we were together...

Monday, April 19, 2010

Answers to Questions

April 19, 2010 Posted by B 8 comments
Q: Whats your favorite pizza topping? I'm personally a plain old cheese guy :)A: Pizza topping? Well, I have never thinked about that... We have some topping called beef salad and I usually put that. Q: 1. What do you wear to bed? 2. Describe your ideal guy in as much detail as possible. 3. Same as #2, except ideal woman instead. 4. Any sexual fantasies? If so, describe them.A: 1. Pijamas, lol, yeah,...

Friday, April 16, 2010

Butteflies

April 16, 2010 Posted by B 3 comments
I didn't see him whole day, cause he had to be at some birthday and I was busy whole day, but I felt butterflies whole day in my tummy while thinking about him and the previous day... I almost forgot how this feeling is so freaking amazing. :))) We are texting each other a lot and we talked on the phone......

Thursday, April 15, 2010

I Kissed A Boy...

April 15, 2010 Posted by B 5 comments
... AND I LIKED IT!!! I'm still under shock. A lot had happened, and I still need to process everything which happened today... I just come back into my house and I'm still in shock... :) It didn't happen on cinema date, and yeah, it's obvious, it's V. OK I will tell you everything shortly, well, shortly as I can, and sorry cause there is no pictures, I really can't put them now, I'm so excited :-)... We...

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

My Spring Break and Date With V.

April 13, 2010 Posted by B 6 comments
I come back from my trip yesterday. It was amazing, even though I was with a girl who I know only for 6 months... But she was really good company and we really become close friends after this trip. Nothing special happened, I wasn't that much alone and I didn't wanted to try anything with some guy,...

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Spring Break Trip

April 04, 2010 Posted by B 9 comments
This will also be a quickie, I just want to inform you that from tomorrow I will be on my holiday/trip for seven days for Spring Break. I'm traveling outside my country with only one friend, and SHE doesn't know about my sexuality. It will be very awkward cause we are both in the same room, and we know...