I was confused about my sexuality and right now I'm living in a very homophobic society. Through this blog I will find out where and to whom I belong. Stay with me...

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Night with D.

May 24, 2008 Posted by B , , , No comments
I didn't have inspiration to write because I thought that no one reads my blog, but I started to receive some comments and I think that I'll continue with writing. A while ago I was at some party (again) and D. was there. Well, I was invited by him, just for the record. Than as the night went on, he hooked up with my friend who is girl, who was brought by me in request of party-maker. D. hook...

Monday, May 5, 2008

School

May 05, 2008 Posted by B , No comments
It is the first day of school. I saw him, we had some vacation and I didn't see him for over a week. He's so cute. The yesterday party was really boring and he wasn't there. There were a few people (about 60) and party was so boring so I left about midnig...

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Again party

May 04, 2008 Posted by B , No comments
Well, tonight I'm also going at some party (one friend is celebrating her 18th birthday). There is some chance (about 3% :P) that D. will be there. I'm not in mood for some party, I'm quite tired from last one (yesterday), but if he comes maybe I'll stay bit longer. No, if he comes I WILL stay longer, but I'm not so sure that he'll come ...

Clubbing

May 04, 2008 Posted by B , , , No comments
OK. I'm bit drunk. D. wasn't at the party, but I had great time. I didn't hook up with that girl but we had some dirty dancing and I enjoyed a lot. Almost all my best friends were there and I was very happy. I also tried to catch some drunk guy in toilet but I didn't had luck with that action :) Lol,...

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Plan for tonight

May 03, 2008 Posted by B , , , No comments
Well, I'm going out tonight with my friends in some club. Just to mention that my friends don't know that I'm bisexual or gay. I called D and invited him too, but he can't come :-( and I'm planning to hook up with some girl who is coming and I "have some feelings" about her. If D. was coming, I'd...

How everything began

May 03, 2008 Posted by B , , , , , No comments
Well, it was in seventh grade when I was 13 years old. At first I didn't give to much attention to that "new" feeling and with years it became more and more serious. I started to watch boys in other way (I mean on boys from my surrounding not my friends), I had fantasies with some cute guy in bus for example. Culmination of all this stunned me in second grade of high school when I fell in love...

Friday, May 2, 2008

Fresh start

May 02, 2008 Posted by B , , , , , , , 2 comments
OK, this will be my first post. Today is my first anniversary of recognition me as "different person" or should I say gay/bi person. I don't know how to classify myself, because I'm still confused, but we'll see what will happen with me through this blog. I'm hoping that this blog will have some readers...